me

I have loved and I have lossed. i’ve been down and ive gotten myself back up. im still learning and growing everyday, I don’t always know what I want but I will figure it out by myself. I am selfish and I know I have to be I have to Read more…

anyone?

anyone have a savings account? good credit?not live with your mom still or roommates? actually own a car and drive? anyone? just me? cool. maybe I am an asshole but seriously why is this so hard to accomplish in life? maybe people just don’t want these things I don’t know. Read more…

new beginning’s

On another note, here’s to getting rid of the trash and growing the good. if your a terrible piece of garbage stay away from me I don’t have time for your shitty energy. I’m only focusing on growing right now, for myself and the woman around me. those who want Read more…

fuck you too

you think you know someone until you don’t, you think you knew what you meant to them until you don’t, you think you were appreciated and respected until you just feel lied too and used. so to you I say, fuck you too. don’t contact me just because you want Read more…

learning to be

So far owning a house has been assembling shitty furniture till your fingers bleed, making storage that doesn’t exist, learning you have too much stuff but still nothing important. un packing so many boxes of junk, throwing stuff away. wanting to throw half the shitty furniture you just bought out Read more…

fuck you 2020!

The year has come to an end, finally. its bittersweet. I gained so much but also lost so much. Leason’s learned, achievements earned. I started the year happy, went to Victoria, turned 27, lost my job, lost a relationship, lost myself. then got my job back found myself, found another Read more…

start again

I haven’t been on here in a while, wasn’t feeling inspired much, wasn’t really feeling anything, until recently. maybe I will start to feel again who knows. lots of life changes just happening, goal setting and goal achieving, one at a time. living life like finally living for me, this Read more…

thank you,

today was a great fucking day, and I owe it all to you, everyone who has ever told me I wouldn’t get here. Everyone who has ever let me down, those who have broken me and thought id stay that way, those of you who ever doubted me, anyone who Read more…

future is female!

today was a good day, a life changing day, welcome the first ever female vice president,fucking finally!!!! this day was long overdue, congratulations Kamala, congratulations women we finally did it! the time for female and for woman to lead is now more than ever!!! I will be the first to Read more…