time

my favorite thing ever? wasting my time and my energy. don’t. I have a small list of anyone and anything I’m giving my time and efforts and energy too, once you waste my time your dead to me so just don’t. its valuable and I am a very busy driven person so don’t try to hold me back make me feel less than and waste any of my life on you if your not gonna be worth it or when you already know that you aren’t. I am only giving myself to things that will grow and ground me. finding what makes me stronger and happy. alive and peace. have cut a lot of people out of my life who don’t bring me these things its sad but also a relief and I am better off without. I didn’t think for a long time I deserved to be happy or to know and understand real love or what it meant to be with the right person or even just the right energy in places and situations. now I am seeing things way more clear but more importantly how things make me feel. if its negative and draining, simply bye. I don’t have time or energy to give to you or this situation anymore plus what is it actually gonna do for me? nothing and i’ve already been miserable in life many times so no thanks. I want to be happy and at peace within myself daily and to keep learning me and the things that are worth my time and energy as a positive. so here is to new life experiences, new loves, new chances to find out what makes you happy within your soul but also makes you feel alive and wild!!!