thank you,

today was a great fucking day, and I owe it all to you, everyone who has ever told me I wouldn’t get here. Everyone who has ever let me down, those who have broken me and thought id stay that way, those of you who ever doubted me, anyone who thought I wasn’t good enough, two and a half years ago I thought I needed you, been spending these last two and a half years proving to myself that I didn’t, and today especially. remember when you said to me, you didn’t want this with me? didn’t want to grow with me or own a house with me? I did it, I achieved the one most important thing I have ever wanted. I Alyx, became a homeowner. without you. I did it all me, my time, my efforts, my money, my impatience, my drive to achieve what I want, to better myself for me I finally did it! so thank you so much you, who thought you’d hold me down and hold me back, I grew from you I learned from you, I survived you. fuck you. also a real thank you to all ones who support me and my ambitions, my ever changing mind and goals I couldn’t have gotten here without you! find people who want to watch you grow, to succeed and to be by your side cheering you on. I won’t give anyone my time or energy who doesn’t deserve any part of me, to many times have I done that well fuck that fuck them I won’t be drained by them anymore. so cheers to me, cheers to strong supportive woman, cheers to anyone important to you, cheers to achieving whatever the fuck you want.