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mourn.
do you mourn someone you lost? do you mourn yourself? the part of you that you lost, the part of you that you gave to them? I might miss you for five mins after your not in my life anymore Read more…
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she is strong, she is fierce, she is brave, she is me, she is you, she’s us and she won’t give up. go after what you want don’t let anyone bring you down or deter your path. set goals achieve them, you may feel like stopping or breaking down, its okay go ahead, pause and re-set then go get what you want. you will only come back stronger and more determined. “stay away from still people” is one of the best fucking things I have ever heard and it stays in my mind. people who are still complaining, still stuck in life, not moving forward, tell them goodbye. anyone who isn’t going to grow you or add positivity to your life, they can fuck off, bless and release and move on, you will thank yourself later for this. woman who are strong, fierce, brave don’t let the trash get in the way, we will do life and achieve what we want anyways. you have so much potential of growth, being your best self and achieving what you want, don’t ever let anyone take that power away from you.
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I am.
life epiphany again, they happen sometimes. mostly out of nowhere naturally or while I am driving. well this one happened last night and all day today. this feeling of achievement and accomplishment and just that I am finally where I’ve Read more…
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fuck men, where’s my woman at?!
where to start? well I am currently sick in bed with a faucet of a nose and my body hurts I didn’t even try to work today, but that doesn’t mean I cant do this from my bed. lets talk Read more…
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not much
not much to report, I started the therapy sessions and had my evaluation I still think I am a sociopath but its just super high anxiety and insomnia untreated my whole life catching up with me, I started meds about Read more…
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life
not much is happening, life is good life is better then it was a few weeks ago. ive been taking time for myself and learning more about me and my brain and mental health. did some camping and weekend trips, Read more…
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second life epiphany
I sit here writing this after I just worked 12 or so hours, walked home, did chores and now i’m making frozen pizza on a Saturday night. alone. my point of this blog apparently. so today while at work mid Read more…
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beauty in the letdown
being let down, dissapointed, hurt. it sucks but this is what will make you stronger, get your power back and make you realize you didn’t need them anyway. you let them in and gave them power over you. even for Read more…
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time
my favorite thing ever? wasting my time and my energy. don’t. I have a small list of anyone and anything I’m giving my time and efforts and energy too, once you waste my time your dead to me so just Read more…
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bye
how’s life? anyone? tell me? just when I thought ive met all types of people, then the slimiest most lying pieces of trash show up. fuck off. thanks for wasting my time and letting me down. I swear I always Read more…