do you mourn someone you lost? do you mourn yourself? the part of you that you lost, the part of you that you gave to them? I might miss you for five mins after your not in my life anymore but I don’t mourn you I mourn for myself. what Read more…
life epiphany again, they happen sometimes. mostly out of nowhere naturally or while I am driving. well this one happened last night and all day today. this feeling of achievement and accomplishment and just that I am finally where I’ve wanted to be for so long and it will only Read more…
where to start? well I am currently sick in bed with a faucet of a nose and my body hurts I didn’t even try to work today, but that doesn’t mean I cant do this from my bed. lets talk about my fav subject, WOMAN! there is a war on Read more…
not much to report, I started the therapy sessions and had my evaluation I still think I am a sociopath but its just super high anxiety and insomnia untreated my whole life catching up with me, I started meds about three weeks now they make me tired and out of Read more…
not much is happening, life is good life is better then it was a few weeks ago. ive been taking time for myself and learning more about me and my brain and mental health. did some camping and weekend trips, joined the town committee and been planning some town and Read more…
I sit here writing this after I just worked 12 or so hours, walked home, did chores and now i’m making frozen pizza on a Saturday night. alone. my point of this blog apparently. so today while at work mid day I had this life epiphany probably the second most Read more…
being let down, dissapointed, hurt. it sucks but this is what will make you stronger, get your power back and make you realize you didn’t need them anyway. you let them in and gave them power over you. even for a minute then they crush you. why? who do people Read more…
my favorite thing ever? wasting my time and my energy. don’t. I have a small list of anyone and anything I’m giving my time and efforts and energy too, once you waste my time your dead to me so just don’t. its valuable and I am a very busy driven Read more…
how’s life? anyone? tell me? just when I thought ive met all types of people, then the slimiest most lying pieces of trash show up. fuck off. thanks for wasting my time and letting me down. I swear I always fall for the worst types of men like why? im Read more…