hey everyone, so I decided to share my knowledge and wisdom once again… no really this time I am going to share a list of books I have read that have helped me understand myself better and for anyone who struggles with anxiety, depression, adhd, stress and being a workaholic Read more…
What does it feel like to be happy? for so long I wasn’t and now I think I am. but it also feels like suffocating. i’m not sure if its in a good or bad way, maybe both. the self sabotage, anxiety, over thinking part of me try’s to ruin Read more…
thought I should write for a sec to try to calm this anxious brain. some days its the little things in life, the little wins. today I deep cleaned my kitchen, hasn’t been done in a year, I got drinking glasses finally and I AM obsessed with them, I worked Read more…
writers block, jk. I am just afraid to write this and to say it out loud but it came to me as I was driving earlier as my thoughts do. I am afraid to commit to certain people or things, or like even make plans with anyone, which this is Read more…
hello. what’s up everyone? it is now March. the birthday month and the busiest month ever in my life always, naturally I guess. well I’m back from NYC! it was a trip, a lot happened, they say it comes in threes well it for sure did. I survived and I Read more…
hello everybody, your favorite annoying writer is back… what’s up? what is new? its sunny out today and my brain and my body are better, depression has subsided for now and I got sick after getting my second shot so I had to take days off of work but life Read more…
onto a diff life update now, I finally found a CPA and im meeting with a financial advisor and investor to set up retirement finally and to t go over my long never ending list of future Alyx thoughts and ideas, next I need a lawyer to get my trust Read more…
. want to hear a story? it’s even sadder and worse then my last post. because why not right? well this one is a mystery. literally. I have no answers for once, the girl who needs to know everything and have a plan and structure, well I didn’t get any Read more…
Dear diary, just kidding but, Dear you, Dear F… I wanted to write this last night but I was driving and as it normally happens I had these thoughts and the urge to write this and its been overdue for a very kong time. I don’t hate you, and I Read more…
can we please stop asking these stupid ass questions? all the time I hear this and get asked surrounded by women all the time, when are you getting married? do you have a boyfriend? are you having kids ohhh and my fav sentence… when you get married or have kids.. Read more…